我是夜，夜是该有月亮的

This morning, as normal as all the previous ones.

 

I stared myself in the mirror and suddenly found I have so many small wrinkles!

 

Began to miss everything in China a little bit, my family, friends, streets, bookstores, shopping malls...

 

I don't know how to describe my feelings staying here in POLAND. Kind of confusing, but still seems under control.

 

By the way, my own orange TOSHIBA laptop is almost over...it's working like a coffee machine...come on I've only used it for 3 years.

 

The fire inside me is burning. Let me stretch my legs.

 

I'm the night, where's my moon???

My birthday!

Haven't updated my blog for months. This was my first birthday spent with Michael Big Head. The day was much more like a grand banquet than a normal birthday which was usually filled with cakes, candles and birthday kisses. We enjoyed sushi, afternoon tea and a whole new taste of ice-cream BBQ in Haagen-Dazs. And chatted for the whole day... I bought myself a book written by Donald Trump and an English-Polish and Polsko-Angielski Dictionary.

We are expecting to keep a lovely puppy soon. The name of the girl puppy should be like Barbie, Cookie or something...

I remember what I did in my last birthday... ate out with my friends and make wishes before the candles. It seems that all my three wishes had come true this time. What wishes shall I make this year? I have come up with three firm ones already.

Last year was the turning point of my whole life. I met many nice people and shared unforgettable experience with them. I met my dearest boy friend Michael, a wonderful man who makes coffee and cooks delicious little things for me, who adores cutie animals like me and has the potential to become a gentleman based entrepreneur. I was so glad to have met my current employer and Natalia, become a member of the big family--our company, and got the chance to work with beautiful ladies--Justyna and Maja. I'll be anticipating to meet with other members of the family, pretty soon, I hope.

Those what happened made me believe, like I said, sky is the limit, and I 've got to be hungry. It was not easy...but now, I feel that I am finally on the right track. I love what I'm pursuing.

Get myself prepared all the time. Opportunities are awaiting, everyday, everywhere.

wszystkiego najlepszego w dniu urodzin!

całować! całować!! Kocham Cie!!!

回首向来萧瑟处，归去，也无风雨也无晴。 

     已经将近一个月没写东西了。也已经很久没有失眠了。

     身上的过敏还没好，我是新伤加旧伤回到家~跟波说GOODBYE时差点流泪，第一次会有这种感觉，很奇妙。

     依然很敬业，每天收发邮件，越来越上手。这是好事。

     前几天给台式机新装了系统，又下载了好多好看的电影，准备有时间有心情时慢慢品味。

     昨天下午和妈妈去逛街，晚上差不多10点才回来…累得头晕…在ONLY收获了一条黑色连衣裙（我的第一条黑色的连衣裙，因为波喜欢黑色，所以决定以后多多尝试黑色）和一个POLO的白色包包，还有一堆乱七八糟的东西。自己一直都喜欢简洁大气的东西。以前偏爱白色衣服，现在开始爱上各种颜色，黑色黄色绿色蓝色红色……

     回来以后，很多中学同学纷纷发信息打电话给我，问我什么时候回家……昨天一天也收到了很多人的问候，很温暖。

     Valentine从红旗渠回来以后，我要和她好好聊聊……

     畅畅要在北京参加完培训再回家，考试前突然想到我，就给我发信息。说起毛毛畅这个大气的摩羯座女生，我总是会用一种崇拜的眼神仰望。于是开始晕晕地翻开自己高中毕业时的同学录，看到她那页：“我们的缘分开始于军训。之前你还是短头发、娃娃脸。我不小心踩了你的脚，从牙缝里挤出了‘对不起’三个字，你没有回应。我很不解，觉得你似乎有点冷漠。直到高一英语演讲大赛，我听到了你的名字，还有大串大串的溢美之词，之后对于你的崇敬才一点点地建立起来。在高二的英语晚会之后，我彻底被你大方又极能凸现东西方女性特质的主持折服了，一塌糊涂地进入了你的魅力圈。慢慢地，我发现你很热情，也很善良。你是第一个在睡眼惺忪的早晨说morning并且对我笑的女生，这份默契和友善，我特别珍重……你很独特，这也许是最为贴切、全面的形容……你的骨子里有一种叫做拼搏的东西，只是，它总是很含蓄地躲在你的内心深处，偶尔激励着你取得成功……”

     还有永远都是粉红色的可爱的七奈，我的同桌~在我的同学录上又写又画，说：“你是一个很不一样的女孩子，你有你的计划和目标，而我总是昏昏沉沉地过日子，幻想和我的王子骑着白马骝跶骝跶。有时候我看你不开心了，我想你一定有很不一样的经历；有的时候你一直看着我，然后忽然说很想抱着我，那时候我特别的开心，真的，是那种由衷地快乐。我在乐乐的本子上画了很多画，写我喜欢的歌词，还有七奈的‘粉红记’……如果哪天乐乐不开心了，就拿出来翻一翻，希望可以让你心情好一点。七奈公主和粉红大象的故事，还在继续，希望童话永远都不会结束。我会记得我们的糖罐，乐乐给我的DOVE巧克力和花茶，我们闹别扭、然后和好如初。还有TITANIC，还有The day you went away。我会很小心很小心地，把乐乐和多卡放好，合着花茶、糖果和希望，把他们随身带着，让任何坏人都碰不到。还有，乐乐收着了我们的小纸条，七奈很感动……”

     七奈和我完全就是两个世界的人，但是我很喜欢她。

     大家给我写同学录都很认真，一大堆一大堆的话，写得满满的~让我现在如果忘了过去的快乐，就可以拿出来看一看。高中那时候，大家都觉得我很温柔，说话也慢，很仔细……现在呢，呵呵~~面目全非

     大家都写道，早上还没睡醒的时候来到教室，就能听到我的英语，还有我每天下午晚自习前负责地一天不断地给大家放一个小时的听力，还被称作是全能女超人。很多人说代表学校、学生家长、老师和同学们向我表示感谢…哈哈…其实我还是收获满满的呢~

     昨天，另一个乐乐Melon也给我发信息了，他说他后天到家，要先看看我这个乐乐到家了没有。我还记得我们几个人7岁的时候一起在明明家玩，Melon的妈妈让他回家吃饭，就狂喊“乐乐”，把我们俩人都喊出来了，只留下明明一个人郁闷……

     现在的生活，就是总会想着波~就是这么静静地想着，纯粹地想着，快乐地想着，想和波一起做很多一辈子的事情，我应该感谢他，他让我很快乐。我想把我的生活简单化，也难怪，本就是纯粹的人。

     想和Valentine一起喝咖啡一起吃结构复杂的冰淇淋。

静悄悄的中午

宿舍人都睡着了

只有我一个从来不睡午觉的人

像耗子一样啃零食……

咔吱咔吱……

     Everyone who has seen the tragic movie TITANIC is familiar with the lovely old hymn, Nearer, my God, to Thee, written by Lowell Mason, perhaps the most famous American hymnodist. According to several witnesses, the resident musicians played Nearer, my God, to Thee during the final throes of the great liner, and this hymn has become such an integral part of her legend that for many it has virtually become an icon of Titanic.

     Wallance Hartley, the bandleader of the Titanic, an employee of the White Star Line, who, like all the musicians, perished on the night of 14 April 1912, was reportedly particularly fond of this hymn, and wished it to be performed at his funeral, which renders its performance during the tragedy especially poignant. The opening of the hymn is inscribed on his tombstone.

当我选择了一条充满艰辛的路，
就要一直坚持下去。
允许示弱，
但不允许放弃。
我也相信很快就会没事的